Fucking Shit
I am very upset that i am going to have sumthin bad done to me sumtime in the near future and worse of all i got upset bout it and tryed to tell kat and she slammed the door on me when i couldn't talk fast enough for her.so here i am with 2 drunks who don't even realize that i have been crying for the past 2 hours, and seem that they could care less i don't want things to change, i have had too many changes in my life and they have all been bad or ended too soon or ended badly i can't take this nemore cause it's eatin me alive. i wanna be a peace with nature and all people but things won't let that happen my life is just to be one of misery. i can have no happiness and when i do get it it dies too quickly or just dosn't love back. that is all i have to say and there is no more to say that could remotly help me feel better right now.