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I have forty minutes before I leave my house. I'm still checking around the house to make sure I haven't forgotten anything. My Mom's going to be pissed when she comes back home, I left the kitchen and my room a mess. How typical.
I can never stay content with one mood for very long. I start thinking I should be excited about going to university and having so many new experiences. Then I think of some certain people I'm going to miss terribly and wonder if our relationship's going to change and I feel like having a breakdown. Then I think of close friends and know that no, our friendship's not going to change, and it's only four or so more months until I come back for vacation to see everyone. Then I think of people that won't be here in four months and who knows when I'll get to see them next. Then I think about meeting new people and seeing the city and having so much freedom. Then I think wow, I'm not going to be living in Japan anymore.
I wish I could set my head straight, but who knows how long it'll be until that happens. I'm sad, but I'm trying not to be.
I'm dumb and I really should have taken more pictures yesterday, but here are the three I took (two with Toby, one with Ewan).
This one of Ewan makes me feel a bit teary eyed.
I'm sure I'll be able to hook up my laptop somewhere once I get to Vancouver. At least I hope so. I feel like I'll want to email friends as soon as I step off the plane.
I'll miss this place. Until December. ♥
I can never stay content with one mood for very long. I start thinking I should be excited about going to university and having so many new experiences. Then I think of some certain people I'm going to miss terribly and wonder if our relationship's going to change and I feel like having a breakdown. Then I think of close friends and know that no, our friendship's not going to change, and it's only four or so more months until I come back for vacation to see everyone. Then I think of people that won't be here in four months and who knows when I'll get to see them next. Then I think about meeting new people and seeing the city and having so much freedom. Then I think wow, I'm not going to be living in Japan anymore.
I wish I could set my head straight, but who knows how long it'll be until that happens. I'm sad, but I'm trying not to be.
I'm dumb and I really should have taken more pictures yesterday, but here are the three I took (two with Toby, one with Ewan).
This one of Ewan makes me feel a bit teary eyed.
I'm sure I'll be able to hook up my laptop somewhere once I get to Vancouver. At least I hope so. I feel like I'll want to email friends as soon as I step off the plane.
I'll miss this place. Until December. ♥