what to do?
so my mom is talking about leaving. just leave here and go to so other place in this country. i wanna go to laguna beach...it looks so pretty on t.v. but then again i dont know if i should go. i know ill miss being here, but i have been in winter springs my ENTIRE life...it would be nice to go somewhere else for a change. we'd probably be gone for a month at the most but i think i am gonna do it. what do you guys think?
im trying my hardest to get a job right now. i wish i could just get hired somewhere. does anyone know where i can get a job right away? if so please contact me :o)
daniel is staying the night tonight. hes already asleep behind me but i cant sleep...to much shit going down in my head. i need something different to happen. something completely out of the ordinary, but i dont think anything is. im tired of doing the same thing everyday. there just has to be more out of life then this...
tomorrow i think i am going to the beach. hopefully. a nice relaxing day at the beach will do me some good. dont know whos going yet but whatever i wouldnt mind going by myself, just to think about shit. right now i am checking out the weather. looks pretty good...yay :o)
my grandpa should be coming home soon. and my cousin josh is coming next weekend. i havent seen him in forever. i miss him. i used to idolize that man when i was younger. someone i wanted to be like when i was his age. recently i found out he was doing the same thing i was when he was my age. always getting in trouble, wanting to be on your own, not wanting to listen to what other people had to say but just doing everything own your own. you make the decisions. i wish i could. i wish i had the money to just be on my own. to bad i just turned 16. but then again i dont want to grow up. but i have to face the truth. it sucks.
so i dont have my phone as most of you have probably already noticed. but i am getting that turned on soon. if you need to get ahold of me call my house. 407-977-1200. thats to all of you who actually read this and care enough to call or possibly chill. but i know you all are nicer then that <3
well im off. maybe i can sleep now that ive wrote this. doubtful but oh well.
later lovers <3
im trying my hardest to get a job right now. i wish i could just get hired somewhere. does anyone know where i can get a job right away? if so please contact me :o)
daniel is staying the night tonight. hes already asleep behind me but i cant sleep...to much shit going down in my head. i need something different to happen. something completely out of the ordinary, but i dont think anything is. im tired of doing the same thing everyday. there just has to be more out of life then this...
tomorrow i think i am going to the beach. hopefully. a nice relaxing day at the beach will do me some good. dont know whos going yet but whatever i wouldnt mind going by myself, just to think about shit. right now i am checking out the weather. looks pretty good...yay :o)
my grandpa should be coming home soon. and my cousin josh is coming next weekend. i havent seen him in forever. i miss him. i used to idolize that man when i was younger. someone i wanted to be like when i was his age. recently i found out he was doing the same thing i was when he was my age. always getting in trouble, wanting to be on your own, not wanting to listen to what other people had to say but just doing everything own your own. you make the decisions. i wish i could. i wish i had the money to just be on my own. to bad i just turned 16. but then again i dont want to grow up. but i have to face the truth. it sucks.
so i dont have my phone as most of you have probably already noticed. but i am getting that turned on soon. if you need to get ahold of me call my house. 407-977-1200. thats to all of you who actually read this and care enough to call or possibly chill. but i know you all are nicer then that <3
well im off. maybe i can sleep now that ive wrote this. doubtful but oh well.
later lovers <3