so what now?
i do not even know what i am doing with my life. everything is just so hard lately and stressful. the other day after my dad and i got into yet ANOTHER fight, i left his house and just started walking anywhere i wanted. i finally sat down and really thought about who i really am and what i am doing. im sick of doing the same thing EVERYDAY. i miss not having liz here...shes my best friend, someone i can really count on to be there. it also seems that i have eric now which i havent felt me and him have been friends much lately, but to me its good having him back. i also have my love deric and i know i always will but it seems that my family doesnt back me up at all. school is so irratating...i hate school more than anything else on the planet. there is really just know point. i already know what i want to do with my life and i dont need to sit through two more years of bullshit when it really isnt needed.
i miss my friends.
i miss my mom.
i miss how my life used to be.
but most of all, i miss myself.
i miss my friends.
i miss my mom.
i miss how my life used to be.
but most of all, i miss myself.