the cycle never ends
The past couple days have been pretty crappy. As much as I'm trying not to miss Pete and just be happy for him that he's doing something he loves, I still miss him more than I thought I would. Now he wants to tour full time and my brain can't really process that right now without getting upset because I'm still just trying to deal with him being gone for over a month. I dunno, we'll see what happens when he comes home. More than anything I just want him to be happy no matter what that means, I just wish I could be the one to make him happy.
I've been working sooo much the past 3 weeks, I haven't even had a full day off yet. It's alright though because it passes the time and I'm making alot of money for the things I need to buy. I've been tanning the past week and a half and I'm already noticeable darker, I love it. I've never been tan in my 21 years, ever. I am also going to get my hair completely re-done at a nice salon, the kind of place where they give you soda for free.
I'm going to the Cape Wednesday night after work and I'll be there until Friday night before work. It's going to be nice to see the family and hang out with Britty.
Hung out with Deb Friday night, I love her. We went to Jillian's and met up with Bobby and John, watched some of the Bruins game and met a marine. He was really nice and I felt bad for him cause he's going to Iraq May 17. I guess wherever he goes in his uniform he gets free drinks, not only from the owners of bars, but just regular people will send him over free drinks for being in the Marines. Went home watched tv and slept, missed Pete like I do every second of the day and wished I was falling asleep curled up in a ball next to him. Or watching him play vidoe games.
I've been working sooo much the past 3 weeks, I haven't even had a full day off yet. It's alright though because it passes the time and I'm making alot of money for the things I need to buy. I've been tanning the past week and a half and I'm already noticeable darker, I love it. I've never been tan in my 21 years, ever. I am also going to get my hair completely re-done at a nice salon, the kind of place where they give you soda for free.
I'm going to the Cape Wednesday night after work and I'll be there until Friday night before work. It's going to be nice to see the family and hang out with Britty.
Hung out with Deb Friday night, I love her. We went to Jillian's and met up with Bobby and John, watched some of the Bruins game and met a marine. He was really nice and I felt bad for him cause he's going to Iraq May 17. I guess wherever he goes in his uniform he gets free drinks, not only from the owners of bars, but just regular people will send him over free drinks for being in the Marines. Went home watched tv and slept, missed Pete like I do every second of the day and wished I was falling asleep curled up in a ball next to him. Or watching him play vidoe games.