bumming bad
pete leaves tomorrow. for a month. a whole month. first he was going, then he wasn't, now he's leaving on one days notice and i'm happy for him but im so fucking sad that he's leaving. 2 weeks i can handle but a month of being by myself is unbearable. i never feel safe unless he's around and i can never really sleep unless he's next to me. god i'll fucking miss him, and i won't let him out of my sight when he comes back.