the countdown

Mar 01, 2004 01:54

No more 5 overnights a week, I went down to only one and I absolutely LOVE it. I'm home every night when Pete comes home to make him dinner and see his gorgeous little face, except for Sunday's but then we both have Monday off together. I feel bad because he's been sad lately about living in Eastie and I feel like it's my fault because I made him move here, but when I said something to him about it he said he'd rather live in Eastie with me than somewhere without me. He's sick right now and he can barely sleep at night, but I'm trying to take care of him best I can, making him tea and jello and anything else I can do, he means more to me than I ever thought anyone could, I love him so much.
I leave for Paris next week. 7 days and counting. It's just starting to dawn on me that yeah I'm going to Paris but everytime I think about it, I think about Pete being there with me and now that it's getting closer I'm realizig that he isn't going with me then I get nervous and sad.
Tomorrow is Passion of Christ and returning some stuff at Arden B for different sizes. Dressing nice is the best, growing up is the best, and my boyfriend is definitely the best ever.
I miss Deb, she's really the only person right now I can talk to about stuff and understand me and I know she won't go and tell everyone around her, and she always gives me good advice, except that I should order a singapore slinger. cause those are gross. <3
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