GOD, why are you so good at pencils?

[xtobybonesx]

so yeah, the other day i hung out with my good friend Bethany allll day. we had lots of fun. megan came over and we went to wal-mart, taco bell and fun stuff like that. i love that girl, no matter what anybody says...umm yeah, today while playing pencils with Drew and Rob i just up and randomly decided to quit Story Told, and i am also thinking about even quiting Sold America. i realize that Story Told just got a record deal and what ever, but ive got other things on my mind and things i really need to look into. i dont know, i guess things just arent working out like i thought they would or whatever. i am not really going to discuss all of that on here right now, but if you wish to know why or whatever come ask me next time you see me. i might explain it to you...today i took the time to think a little and things popped in my head that i really need to look into. god my life is actually sucking again right now. ive been in a weird and kind of pissed off mood. but im making sure i keep stuff to myself and not take it out on people. its nothing that anyone has done, its just things that i hate about my life right now and stupid crap like that. yeah. well road trip is calling my name and that actually excites me. this is what ive needed since i got back from tour with Chet Stedman. especially since the summer has been over and i missed cornerstone and good stuff like that. i wish i could just travel for a living, but yeah, ok...hanging with Drew Nelson and stuff has been lots of fun. i love that kid to death, i dont care what anybody fucking says about him. thats their problem. i miss Shayne alot too. Rob is freaking hilarious. he makes life worth living for. im glad Casey is back too. i miss my little diptoe. me, Drew, and Rob are starting a pencils league. haha. "GOD, why are you so good at pencils?" that was the question/comment of the night for me. made by Drew towwards me. actually, some kid at the raiders field yelled out at his friend "i watch TV better than you" haha, so that might have Drew beat...i cant wait to chill with my boi Matt Henson tomorrow or wednesday or sometime coming up...today was Trishas birthday and i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TRISHA. I LOVE YOU....well, you know what they say, the chicken is the first one to raise the blinds on the fox frames. haha. god i love that Rob Turner...well everybody, i love you and after October i wont see you for a couple of months. or maybe even years. i actually dont know. hmm. i need to find out how long ill be gone. anyways, until that day comes i want to see all or most of you. well ill update tomrrow probably or something. i love you guys. KGC/DTC/DDD/Kill kids Krew

i want you to paint your soul. show me whats inside you.......i hope its love