Oct 03, 2004 10:23
"We talk but we do not speak, do you even know me?"
oh my gosh last night was soo much fun. our show went well and it was fun seeing all the guys in Monday In London. i havent seen them in forever. especially Robby. god i love that kid. our dvd looks really good. we chilled at drews last night and ate pizza and watched it. i wasnt too pleased with my singing or screaming on it though. my scream is all high picthed as hell and my singing is all muffled and shit. it sounds alot different than it does live, but oh well its ok...yeah, i was happy to see Bethany and Megan last night. Kelly Young and Heather Mac and freaking Noel and Jordan and Curtis. My old best friends who i havent hung out with or seen in a really long time. they all made my night. everybody seemed to like us. so im glad of that...as we were leaving last night two random girls bumped into me and said "oh sorry, hot stuff. how are you doing? i said "pretty good." they said "hey, youre friends with Monday in London right?" "i said yeah". they said, "youre hot stuff" i laughed and kind of walked off. then i went outside to talk to Kelly and Curtis and all of them to say bye, and the girls were out there again, and they were like "oh there is that hot guy again." and one girl said "yeah he is kind of cute." i looked at one and smiled and she flipped out and was like "damn youre hot stuff" i laughed and she said "im not joking its not funny, you really are." so i said "thanks" and i smiled while laughing and then i walked off again cause we were leaving. that was pretty funny i thought...I was really happy to see Heather last night too, she made me smile alot. oh my gosh i just remembered that two of these two sisters that i went to church with named Hannah and Heather were there too. i was soo happy. i havent seen them seriously in like 2 years. i couldnt believe it. they still looked as hot as they use to too. so yeah, that was fun too...hopefully my life will continue being as good as it is right now and ill stay some what positive about things...i dont like anybody right now, which is really hard to believe, but its true. i dont like Kelley anymore and i really think im getting over Brandi. im not completely over her, but its nothing big either. so yeah, im going to see how long this will last. not long at all probably because i already know some girls that im interested in talking to, but im going to not do that until im absolutely sure i like them and they are going to like me. so yeah thats whats happening in my life right now. this is actually hard for me to believe. i dont like anybody. wow. i was happy to see Parker at the show last night too for some reason. that kid makes me happy with just his presence...Casey, Casey, Casey not much i can say about that kid, except the fact that i love him and he is most definitely one of the greatest things that ever happened in my life...i got a chance to experience the kiss with my vertical lebret. and it doesnt feel too different. but it is quite interesting. i like it...well yeah i think i need to umm find me a job very soon, or you guy will not be seeing me anymore for a while. so yeah, if you know of any jobs, let me know. it doesnt matter how much it pays or where it is or who it is. i need something just at least until march. cause yeah...well everybody have a good day and remember. I love you. oh and if you are wondering, S.O.S is nobody. thats just something i like to put to make myself feel better or something. and to make you guys wonder Who it is. ok i love you guys. take care. KGC/DDD/DTC/Kill Kids Krew
hahahahahaha. LOVE. hahaha.........................isnt it funny......ill kill love one day.