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he's still hooked on his ex.
[drummerboy, guardboy.]
she's been dating another guy since he left over the summer for basic...
and they're all over each other all the time.
it's almost sickening.
actually it probably is to a lot of people.
joined at the hip, always kissing hugging cannot let go.
you know people like that.
so it's no wonder he's so messed up.
he keeps on dropping hints like he wants something to happen.
and while part of me is screaming NO BLAINE NO GOOD
the other half is fascinated.
wants to find out what's going on with him.
wants to find out who he is.
wants to find out what happens if i take him up on it, at least for a little ways.
damn this curiosity.
i'm gonna get so burnt.
valentine's day sucked.
i was at work all day...
dreaming about all the guys i'd like to do something with.
texting one of them.
collegeboy, he's up north three hours.
he misses me.
another two i talked to tonight when i went over to my girlfriend's house to play mario kart...
texted, actually.
blah.
but the one elusive kid?
nowhere to be found today except in two picture comments on facebook.
mr. sexy hathair.
wonder what he was doing tonight.