water. it's wet.

[xtobecontinuedx]

giving up swimming was possible the stupidest thing i have ever done.
ever.

i regret it so much.

maybe if i hadn't been lazy...
i would be stronger.
i would be faster.
my body would be less of a wreck.
i would like myself more.
i would be good at something physical.
maybe even really good.

god, i was a skinny kid when i swam.
it's a beautiful sport and i effing miss it.