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[xtntjamesx]

I fucking love christmas. I love my best friends and my family so damn much. All I need in my life is my family, My best friends, and my best friends playing music with me in The Next Tomorrow. That's it. I was so happy I got to hug my uncle Gary and tell him merry christmas this year. My dad and him never really got along, and he never liked my mom, but this year was totally different. I was so happy when I came upstairs from hanging out with my cousins and my uncle gary, aunt Kathy, my mom and my dad were all laughing together. Best thing ever. I've always wanted to end the night by hugging him and telling him merry christmas and that I loved him but I never got to, and tonight I finally did. I was so happy. And I got to thinking...what's the point in being depressed because some dumb girl thinks she's too cool for you? There isn't one. I'm so much better than that. I have the best friends in the world and the best family in the world. I'm surrounded by people who care so much about me, but all I focused on was the one person who didn't. Fuck that. I love everyone and anyone who's taken time out of their life to think about me, or wonder how I was doing, or to talk to me. And I love my best friends and family more than anything. MY BEST FRIENDS ARE A PART OF MY FAMILY. I have the best FAMILY in the world. I love anyone who's taken time to listen to my band and listened to what was on my mind. The band is my life in more than one way. It's what's happening in my life and everything I'm feeling but don't feel like bitching about. Thank you all so so much for listening to us. You have no idea. It's so great that 5 best friends can get together and do something they love and people respond to it. I never realized how forunate I was until now. Even after this long ass journal entry I haven't expressed all my gratitude and how much I love you guys. You just have no idea. Thanks soo soo soo much. and I'm sorry for going on and on

Merry christmas everybody : )

Hoss ryan torrey matt I love you guys. Merry christmas. I didn't get to talk to you today. I'm sure you were all busy with your fams just like I was. Tomorrow is actually christmas. Expect a call bright and early. : )