This could be my chance to break out, this could be my chance to say goodbye.
we may be getting signed to an awesome, awesome label, but I'm not going to say anything until it's 100% final. That's the only thing keeping me going right now.
Yesterday was pretty a pretty awful day. it was good until 6th hour, and someone told me hey, did you hear about so and so. it all escalated from there and turned into a big scene, and i'm sorry to anyone who heard it. yesterday ended with me telling a girl i've known pretty much ever since she's moved here that we're probably never going to talk again. all this happened too because of an old friend, or someone who I thought was a friend. not a really good day if you ask me. BUT it just reassured what I've been thinking the past month or so.
As far as I'm concerned I have 4 friends and that's all I need and I don't care about anybody else at all. The not caring about anybody discludes my family and people who like fairmont. Ilovethosepeople. BUT I'm sick of being let down by people, and I'm sick of people taking advantage of me becasue I trust them way too much...so I'm done caring about everybody else. Thats it. Nothing else matters to me.
I know my best friends, and they know best.
lol I love for the best still. For the best with randy was so sweet, I still think.
anyways though, that's it. Oh! wait, pictures. Lindsay posted pics from this weekend and they're pretty awesome. I'll post them now.
Thanks lindsay. you my dawg.
Yesterday was pretty a pretty awful day. it was good until 6th hour, and someone told me hey, did you hear about so and so. it all escalated from there and turned into a big scene, and i'm sorry to anyone who heard it. yesterday ended with me telling a girl i've known pretty much ever since she's moved here that we're probably never going to talk again. all this happened too because of an old friend, or someone who I thought was a friend. not a really good day if you ask me. BUT it just reassured what I've been thinking the past month or so.
As far as I'm concerned I have 4 friends and that's all I need and I don't care about anybody else at all. The not caring about anybody discludes my family and people who like fairmont. Ilovethosepeople. BUT I'm sick of being let down by people, and I'm sick of people taking advantage of me becasue I trust them way too much...so I'm done caring about everybody else. Thats it. Nothing else matters to me.
I know my best friends, and they know best.
lol I love for the best still. For the best with randy was so sweet, I still think.
anyways though, that's it. Oh! wait, pictures. Lindsay posted pics from this weekend and they're pretty awesome. I'll post them now.
Thanks lindsay. you my dawg.