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so hey... i love my new job, hated it the first day because i was expecting less of the job but theres alot of work to it...but i like that now...i hate being bored and the past few days ive worked ive really tried to stay busy and theres alot of nice people there and alot of hotties!!yay love eyecandy...everyday a new one shows their face...some really nice..some not so much but whatev.anyway so im going to be a opener and anyone who knows me is probably like yea right but im excited its more rersponsibility for me and im enjoying getting up,working 9-5 and having the rest of my day and night.i missed a coiuple outings but its becoming less of a big deal to me . i really want ot do this. this is a great oppurtunity for me since its darden restuarants...its a really big company and a good one. not like the others ive wored for. and i really want to show them how good i am. there has been alot of good talk floating around about me and high fives from managers with a "thats what i wanna see" yea iill admit im kind of a kiss ass right now but i like the reaction and good compliments.ive had no responsibility for 3 months and im really enjoying working. every manager is cool but wants the job done right(no perverts this time) theres one bipolar, makes me wanna cry but its alright im not going ot let her get to me. as long as im there, on time and do my job right she can bitch about my necklace showing,hair or whatever else she wants.im just really happy im around tons of people again,working and somewhere with really good benefits plus if i ever want to transfer any where in the world i can automatically transfer to any of the darden restuarants which include smokey bones,olive garden,bahama breeze, and red lobster(not so much red b/c i cant handle the seafood and lobsters dying..lol)but its awesome plus i get to take up to 7 people to any of those restuarants and we each get 25%off!!yay!!
so the jobs awesome...so yea im def going ot keep this up and i have alot of goals...this year is going good so far and i want alot ot come out of it...first my job is my first priority bsides fam and such ya kno but being responsible and all that...not partying so much which is fine to just go out 2 nights a week and limit myself..also to get out of debt whhich shouldnt be too hard i get good pay within less than 2 months i should be out besides some hospital bills which i can pay monthly but mostly 3-4 paychecks will fix my car and pay some debts(get my phone turned on soon yaya)and thne hopefully move in w/ melissa or another roomate at the end of feb since my bros moving out of that house this month in a one bedroom with his girl..thne saving my money and trying really hard to get enough for a new car this summer(cross ur fingers...no really impulsive spending)hhmm and then theres the regulars-lose weight..cut down on smoking which i have!!yaay!at work i dont even bring my cigs in and i go 7-8 hrs w/o one which is totally awesome for me...used to smoke like 8 in a shift.oh and i know this is really long but i want to wirte it and have it where my friends see it so i actually keep with it.ive changed i nalot of ways good but the past couple of months went downhill for me and that shouldnt of happened..let myself go after a break up which def shouldnt of happened for so long..but i got in a little rut and im out.and i love my friends for sticking by me through it all i love u to death..u ALL were incredibly understanding and if it wasnt for u i dunno if i couldve gotten through some of the sh*t...and i know that if i wouldve kept going down that path i would of lost u guys and i never ever would want that to happen. u all pushed me and said some stuff that hit me hard..even from some people where i shouldnt of cared about their opinion...so thanks, ill never forget everything u've done..aww so cute and sentimental but seriously just wanted to let u all know....ok so anyways on a side note when it gets warm again i want to have a damn bbq people by the pool and play volley ball and sh****t i ve been saying this since like forever!!!and i know jess does too!we mostly hang out at 2 apts that have a v-ball court and grills. c mon damn it!lol.hmmm ok i think thats it for now talk ot u later..luv ya all!!
so the jobs awesome...so yea im def going ot keep this up and i have alot of goals...this year is going good so far and i want alot ot come out of it...first my job is my first priority bsides fam and such ya kno but being responsible and all that...not partying so much which is fine to just go out 2 nights a week and limit myself..also to get out of debt whhich shouldnt be too hard i get good pay within less than 2 months i should be out besides some hospital bills which i can pay monthly but mostly 3-4 paychecks will fix my car and pay some debts(get my phone turned on soon yaya)and thne hopefully move in w/ melissa or another roomate at the end of feb since my bros moving out of that house this month in a one bedroom with his girl..thne saving my money and trying really hard to get enough for a new car this summer(cross ur fingers...no really impulsive spending)hhmm and then theres the regulars-lose weight..cut down on smoking which i have!!yaay!at work i dont even bring my cigs in and i go 7-8 hrs w/o one which is totally awesome for me...used to smoke like 8 in a shift.oh and i know this is really long but i want to wirte it and have it where my friends see it so i actually keep with it.ive changed i nalot of ways good but the past couple of months went downhill for me and that shouldnt of happened..let myself go after a break up which def shouldnt of happened for so long..but i got in a little rut and im out.and i love my friends for sticking by me through it all i love u to death..u ALL were incredibly understanding and if it wasnt for u i dunno if i couldve gotten through some of the sh*t...and i know that if i wouldve kept going down that path i would of lost u guys and i never ever would want that to happen. u all pushed me and said some stuff that hit me hard..even from some people where i shouldnt of cared about their opinion...so thanks, ill never forget everything u've done..aww so cute and sentimental but seriously just wanted to let u all know....ok so anyways on a side note when it gets warm again i want to have a damn bbq people by the pool and play volley ball and sh****t i ve been saying this since like forever!!!and i know jess does too!we mostly hang out at 2 apts that have a v-ball court and grills. c mon damn it!lol.hmmm ok i think thats it for now talk ot u later..luv ya all!!