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I have so many mixed feelings right now. I used to see cutting as like this awesome thing I love to do and also a way out of stressful or akward situations but now after I went to the hospital it's just akward and sort of there. I don't know. I hate drama now even though I used to put out a lot of it. I don't anymore and I don't want to be. I don't like other people's drama. It's not that I don't care, I do. I just don't want to be the blame for anything or have anything effecting my life. I don't know. All my friends I hope you know I love you all to death. If I lost anyone of you weather were best friends or aquantences then I really love you and couldn't live if I lost you. Well, Ima go now and hope for the best. Much love.