Aug 03, 2004 13:13
Blah. This is my last day of summer and what am I doing? That's right. I'm stuck here by my computer chair being swallowed in despair. I feel nothing. I never get any comments. Why is that I wonder? Oh yeah, I barely have any friends. Fuck this. This is so stupid. I'm going to Florida like in two days. Tomorrow I have school stuff. The day after I come back from FL school starts. I want to go to school and all but a part of be wants to go there and just be quiet and shut everyone out and just get my damn work done. That's what I might do. I mean, how can I trust people? Sooner or later everyone leaves you or blows up in your face. Even best friends. Why should I make friends, that's just inviting that to happen. I'll just keep to myself. And boyfriends? Please, can you say heartbreak? Gawd, everyone sucks. This sucks. I'm wasting my summer. No, I have wasted my summer. Whatever. BYE.