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I was sitting here alone in my room when I started missing you. Theres not a day that goes by where I don't think about you or cry for you. I promised you that you'd be ok, and you wern't. I shouldn't hold myself responsible for that, but I do. How could I not? You were my BEST friend. There were times when you were SO scared Domenick. You'd call me while I was at school and tell me you were in the hospital, and i'd drop everything I was doing to comfort you and talk you through either a spinal tap, or I'd talk to you right after you were re diagnosed with your cancer. Its the worst feeling in the world to know that I have to wait a life time to see you again. I called your mom tonight. She didn't answer, but I did leave a messege asking her if she'd please call me back. I told her it was me, so I know she'll return my call as soon as she can.
I sit here and miss Eddie every single day. I know it's my fault for not remembering how to get ahold of him, But It's also my fault for letting him and I get of touch. He took your death so hard. And only three months later his grandma passed away. Ang his grandpas following slowly behind her. I wish I could be there for him, but I know thats not possible and it's not going to happen.
I called your mom with tears streaming down my cheeks. It's times like this when I feel like you're with me. you're standing right here, and thats why I cry for you, becuase it's a memory of you and me spending time together. Watch me while I sleep tonight Dom, cause I'll be dreaming of you.
I sit here and miss Eddie every single day. I know it's my fault for not remembering how to get ahold of him, But It's also my fault for letting him and I get of touch. He took your death so hard. And only three months later his grandma passed away. Ang his grandpas following slowly behind her. I wish I could be there for him, but I know thats not possible and it's not going to happen.
I called your mom with tears streaming down my cheeks. It's times like this when I feel like you're with me. you're standing right here, and thats why I cry for you, becuase it's a memory of you and me spending time together. Watch me while I sleep tonight Dom, cause I'll be dreaming of you.