spring is in the air!!!
it finally feels like spring!!! just enough to make me smile :] -- yeah it was the first day back to skewl, (yuck) but for some reason i got up fairly easy thing morning. haha -- it was the first time in a long time that i haven't been stading in the snow waitn' for my bus to come get me. :] i also love the feeling of wearing flip*flops. i dunno, i guess i can't really put i inot words.
to turn the tables around to sad, my mom told me todai tht we r gonna put my dog down this week. i kno i kno, we've sed it before, but ma ses that it's for real this time. i just feel bad. everytime i look at Murphy now, i just see a dog ... preparing for death. murphy techinically isn't the ONLY dog i've ever had ... but tht was way back when i was like 2. i just feel responsible, like there was something i could have done. yeah she's old, but ive known dogs to be much older than 12. :[ it hasn't really hit me yet (im not crying "yet") ... but when it comes to "that day", im gonna need some shoulders to lean on. i hope that she will think that her life was well spent. the only good thing about this is that she won't be suffering anymore. and i know for a fact, that my grandma in heaven will take good care of Murphy for me, until i can see my dog again. :'']
ok so todai was a happy-bummer kinda day. ox -stephi <33
to turn the tables around to sad, my mom told me todai tht we r gonna put my dog down this week. i kno i kno, we've sed it before, but ma ses that it's for real this time. i just feel bad. everytime i look at Murphy now, i just see a dog ... preparing for death. murphy techinically isn't the ONLY dog i've ever had ... but tht was way back when i was like 2. i just feel responsible, like there was something i could have done. yeah she's old, but ive known dogs to be much older than 12. :[ it hasn't really hit me yet (im not crying "yet") ... but when it comes to "that day", im gonna need some shoulders to lean on. i hope that she will think that her life was well spent. the only good thing about this is that she won't be suffering anymore. and i know for a fact, that my grandma in heaven will take good care of Murphy for me, until i can see my dog again. :'']
ok so todai was a happy-bummer kinda day. ox -stephi <33