Jul 25, 2005 22:12
My boyfriend is dead. Thanks Jimmy.
Brook, listen. I think it's sad when I have to say something about you not even calling me anymore. You know it really hurt that day when Lauren and I came over to swim and you said "well, I have to be ready by 2 so I can lalalalalala." It felt like I was there to take up time so you wouldnt be bored for the moment. After that, never saw you again. Best friend? Ha, yeah, right. Best friends don't do that. I didn't bother to call because I knew you were always busy. I don't have a problem with all your other friends. I mean I shouldn't because I don't know them. But you gotta realize. I've been there for you since I met you. Hell, we almost died together. That's gotta tell you something. And for you just to dump me and leave me, that hurts. It really does. If I sound like a bitch, I'm sorry. I've been sick of it for awhile. I just know how to hold my tongue. On Sunday, I was busy. Friday-I'm busy. Saturday-Sunday: I won't even be in this state. Sounds familiar, huh? Welcome to my side.
Carry on, keep romancing
Carry on, carry on dancing.