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Aug 17, 2004 10:32


Dear God please

1. Let people come to my party or at least RSVP so I can stop being sad and stressing over it.

2. Keep my friendships with my CYT people strong even though it seems like I never get to do all these cool things with them or hang out with them anymore

3. Stop me from feeling so sad Im not sure why I feel this way =(

Yesterday was registration day for school and I was really excited to see people. It kinda sucked becuase I didnt get to see anyone because I was standing in line for a schedule change-which I didnt even end up getting becuase Mrs Avery is stupid- two hours of my life- gone! I only got to see Jenna for a little bit. =( But the good news was that Sierra Brit Heather and I all get lockers by the lunch tables and we are soo close to each other its insane! Thatll be fun.

After registration we went to Buca di Beppo this Italian place in the Gaslamp for lunch-its the coolest resturaunt  and the food was soo good I loved it! The only problem was every time I ate yesterday I started to feel really sick- it was weird- so I didnt really eat alot.

I saw Hallie yesterday and was amazed on how much weight she lost over the summer! It was so cool becuase before school got out we were talking and she was telling me she wanted to lose weight and asking me on how I did it. It was kinda cool to think that I mightve had a little inspiration on her which means Im using what happened to me for good.

Which got me thinking- on August 13th was my "anniversary" persay of this whole diet/weight lost thing. Its so weird to look back on what I was like this time last year and how I am now. I was so unconfidant- I always used to close my eyes whenever I saw a mirror becuase I was too ashamed to look at myself. I dont ever feel like that anymore. I think its a big blessing God has given me in my life that I had enough strength to do this and also a good thing I did becuase I was so unhappy all of eighth grade- and compared to ninth grade its incredible how much happier I am. The weird thing is I feel ashamed of how I used to be but alot of people dont even realize what a change it has been. So for all the unbelivers *cough* KENNY *cough* here are some pics.

Before (this time last year):






After (now):





I love that pic ;)

So the moral of the story is: If you want something- go for it! Phillipians 4:13 I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. =))

Come to my party on Sat!!!  =D

BTW- I decided to do away with the friends only thing, I didnt really like it.



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