Dec 10, 2003 18:00
lyf is soo messed up!!! my school is wicked gay, ma and julie tried settin up a support group for suicidal kids at our school, and afta sittin in the guidence office for a hour they told us it couldn't happen because the school doesn't have the money or the time, wtf is up with that!?!?!?! its not like this support group is piontless, it's everything but piontless. well the fight is not ova, we're gonna rite a letter to the principal, and get ppl to sign it, this support group is gonna happen!!!
my dad found out i was doing track yesterday, that wasn't good at all, he was like u went behind my bak, ur not runnin ne more, ya ok dad. i told my gramma and she just told me to go today, so i did, and he asked me if i did wen he got home and i wasn' gonna lie so i said ya, and hes like well i'm callin ur coach 2marrow. HE IS SOOOOOOO FRIGIN GAY!!!!!!!!! omg i don't think he knows how much i hate him and how much i don't give a shit wut he wants or thinks!!!! it's my desision, and wen have i skipped a season!?!?! oh well i'm gonna talk to him at dinner, cuz i'm not quitin track just to make his sorry ass happy. oh and i guess i'm punished, oh wow, my life is over now, wuts he gonna do tell me i can't go out, i don't go out ever ne ways, he never lets me. well with my grandparents home on the weekends from now on things r gonna change, oh r they gonna change!!!!
i wish my grandparents would just kick him out, but if they did that he would take me with him, oh i don't even want to begin to think wut wud happen to me...omg thats would be a nightmare
xmas is in 2 weeks, i've only bought 2 things, for ali and my lil cuz, i have no idea wut i'm gonna do, my dad finished his shopping online, so wut am i gonna do!?!?!?!
tihngs with u no who, are going ok, but i'm slowly giving up, i think i needa move on, but i dno, it's to hard!!!
well i'm out
~Kristine