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ugh..this summer has sucked. all i do is lay around. yeah the second steroid shot didnt help any. but i have been taking A LOT of medication so im gettin a little better. walkin without the pimp cane..my parents and gma want me to get another shot but i dont think its going to help so i want surgery. they freak about me getting surgery and then we get into an agrument, its not really an agrument cause all i do is cry and they talk. the doc doesnt think i should get surgery either cause im so young compared to the other people this happens to. what am i suppose to do then? so i just got back from the doctors where all i did was cry. im going to get surgery done on the 27th. im kinda scared because the doctor who is going to give me surgery was like "i dont want to operate on you because you're so young and its risky but its worth trying to make you feel better" yeah that kinda freaks me out. and i just read about the surgery in this booklet thingy they gave me and it doesnt sound so great, but i just want to get better so i could get on with my summer and actually do something. hopefully it works for me...