~ *Christmas* ~
I SAW MOMMY KISSIN SANTY CLAUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LMAO.... I am a little bit hyper? LOL... It's okay tho!
I'm hott... lol no just kiiiiiiddin...
Weeeell.... I am excited for christmasy weather. It's weird cuz I hate bein so cold but I love the feeling of bundling up at home, I guess?? I can't explain it but it's a good feeling. I love the feeling of Christmas... It reminds me of being little and going over to Jenna's around Christmas. Her house was always the most Christmasy place I had ever gone too hehe... I guess the feeling makes me feel safe and succure. If that makes sence. I dunno tho I just love it!!!!! When I think of the Christmas's in the past I start to miss them but I know that each Christmas is special in there own way... Each year is the beginning of a new tradition for me I guess. Well, I don't think they would be called traditions in that case but that is what I call them..
I was listening to Christmas music today with Ryan and "Breath of Heaven" came on and he was smiling through the whole song and I know this sounds so lame but it gave me a good feeling... like I can't explain it... Okay now this is gonna sound stupid but it was kind of like God was showing me that everything is going to be okay in life... I hope I'm not sounding crazy but that is the feeling it gave me... It made me feel like someone was watching out for me... Okay yeah, it was probably baby gas or sumthin (lmao) but it was good timing lol....
Okay I'm done talkin like this... I get uncomfortable taking deep like this and I start to sound stupid so... Hope u like the touch ups on the layout to make it Christmasy!! hehe....
I Love You all!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox