my home in flames
Can you see it in my eyes?
Im broken down
and my hands are tired
so my house is pretty bad if you hadnt heard i guess? i dont know and things arent looking the best, but its all done and things are gone, i just wish if i could have taken it back the things i would have done, although i didnt know i was comming home early to a tragic house fire, if you want to call it that, its what my mom has been saying for days, i feel bad for her, and my dad, thye have so much to deal with, so so much, and i've just been sitting around letting it soak in that its no longer my house. It has become something of a different. its gone though along with my clothes, and my everything.. good thing is , i saved my camera and my baby blanket how lame i guess? i dont know about a lot of things right now, but i wanted to thank everybody that called me and everyone that offered their home , everyone that has even said how are you just makes it that much easier to get by, and everyone that has been praying for us and just been there for me, bethany thankyou for the cds my dear it brightened my day.. or maybve it was the bow, either way i just love everyone and sarah and allison and chelsaea and everybody that has just helped me out so much, i would love to leave a comment in ever journal that said anything to me but i just cant, im on Jedds computer, so too everyone thankyou a million and turns out all of our neighbors are great people, in fact were living with one, and its just so much easier knowing that people care about you and how your doing, with sincerety, thankyou thankyou thankyou, and my cell phone, i always wanted it to ring a lot and now it does and i love it. i love all of you and the things you've done, i almost lost it, everything came tumbling down around me, crying a lot is an understatment, and me and caleb talked about how amazing it is that my little brother and mom made it out alive,unfortunatly skanky bones and the kitten didnt.. things could have been so much worse, and thank God they arent.. im homeless like we wont be able to get back into my house for at least 6 months, but my mom doesnt want to "farm out our family" she feels she lost enough as it is.. i understand i guess, but for all of you who offered thankyou, and thankyou again to everyone, we got to walk through our house today.... oh my gosh its bad, and i took a lot of pictures, so when i get the chance, if i do i will show you all my beautiful house... dont be afraid to call my cell phone, my mom bought me 200 minutes, im good for a while i guess. but thanks again everyone i love you
Im broken down
and my hands are tired
so my house is pretty bad if you hadnt heard i guess? i dont know and things arent looking the best, but its all done and things are gone, i just wish if i could have taken it back the things i would have done, although i didnt know i was comming home early to a tragic house fire, if you want to call it that, its what my mom has been saying for days, i feel bad for her, and my dad, thye have so much to deal with, so so much, and i've just been sitting around letting it soak in that its no longer my house. It has become something of a different. its gone though along with my clothes, and my everything.. good thing is , i saved my camera and my baby blanket how lame i guess? i dont know about a lot of things right now, but i wanted to thank everybody that called me and everyone that offered their home , everyone that has even said how are you just makes it that much easier to get by, and everyone that has been praying for us and just been there for me, bethany thankyou for the cds my dear it brightened my day.. or maybve it was the bow, either way i just love everyone and sarah and allison and chelsaea and everybody that has just helped me out so much, i would love to leave a comment in ever journal that said anything to me but i just cant, im on Jedds computer, so too everyone thankyou a million and turns out all of our neighbors are great people, in fact were living with one, and its just so much easier knowing that people care about you and how your doing, with sincerety, thankyou thankyou thankyou, and my cell phone, i always wanted it to ring a lot and now it does and i love it. i love all of you and the things you've done, i almost lost it, everything came tumbling down around me, crying a lot is an understatment, and me and caleb talked about how amazing it is that my little brother and mom made it out alive,unfortunatly skanky bones and the kitten didnt.. things could have been so much worse, and thank God they arent.. im homeless like we wont be able to get back into my house for at least 6 months, but my mom doesnt want to "farm out our family" she feels she lost enough as it is.. i understand i guess, but for all of you who offered thankyou, and thankyou again to everyone, we got to walk through our house today.... oh my gosh its bad, and i took a lot of pictures, so when i get the chance, if i do i will show you all my beautiful house... dont be afraid to call my cell phone, my mom bought me 200 minutes, im good for a while i guess. but thanks again everyone i love you