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time in my eyes exist only in those who believe that time controls them. as time "travels" you lose friends, you make new ones and you keep the ones that will be there for you forever. you make mistakes, you break hearts, you break trusts. some say that time equals money, which i don't agree with. the best times of your life are spent just lying around, watching a movie and being with your best friends. summer is the perfect time to realize how to spend your time and who to spend it with. you realize that there were people there, right in front of you, that meant everything in the world to you and you only understand this when they're gone. when you could be with a million people all having the time of their life and you miss hanging with that one person who made you feel special about yourself and made you feel that you had a place in the world. also a reaization that life isn't fair is always the scariest one. some things that seem so big on our lives now, like punishments, cars, anything really, hardly measures up to some really bad things that happen to people. life is meant to be lived day to day, and how wretched this may seem, to think about yourself. who else will do it for you?