here i am.........
i am here in pennsylvania.
things are not always great here.
the other day i packed my bags and decided to leave...then i realized, i am
a complete doo doo head and what am i thinking? ha.......
emotionally i feel like i am always so drained..
i am learning alot.
learning to fight for once.......i had to fight to move here, and i am fighting to live here.
I applied to do an internship with the cause in january.
I need something like that right now.
hardcore in my life.
up in my face.
challenging me.
i need to become strong again.
i pretty much feel like moving here has broken me down in little peices, i have seen myself differently.
there is a time to fight the lies over your life, and i am there, fighting....because, i really dont want to see myself go down.....
wooooo..
ON THE side.....turned 21 last sunday- woohoo..............
things are not always great here.
the other day i packed my bags and decided to leave...then i realized, i am
a complete doo doo head and what am i thinking? ha.......
emotionally i feel like i am always so drained..
i am learning alot.
learning to fight for once.......i had to fight to move here, and i am fighting to live here.
I applied to do an internship with the cause in january.
I need something like that right now.
hardcore in my life.
up in my face.
challenging me.
i need to become strong again.
i pretty much feel like moving here has broken me down in little peices, i have seen myself differently.
there is a time to fight the lies over your life, and i am there, fighting....because, i really dont want to see myself go down.....
wooooo..
ON THE side.....turned 21 last sunday- woohoo..............