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so. it's really late and i'm wide awake and... kind of out of it, i guess. (this is what happens when i read too much fic with josh in it, i guess, because that's basically what i've been doing for the past... five hours.)
additionally, and this is really weird, i think the headache i had earlier just up and went away. this is the headache i've had basically all day, the headache that, three (or so) hours ago was bad enough to make me nauseated enough that i wasn't sure i could eat without puking (which is another thing - i was hungry then but didn't want to eat, and now i want to eat but i'm not hungry. wtf?), and it's just... gone. never mind the fact that i had half a grande mocha, which - hello, caffeine! - didn't help matters, and i've been staring nearly nonstop at a computer screen for, oh hey! five hours, which really should have just made matters worse, and -
oh, wait. it's not quite gone, just... really really unnoticeable. did i get used to it, or is it just almost dead? really weird.
like i said, totally wide awake. which is weird, because most nights i'm fighting not to go to sleep at this point (and really, eleven at night isn't that late, is it?). maybe it's the 'nap' i took earlier (which is really more like 'playing phantasy star is not that engaging and oh snaps the benadryl is starting to kick in, and oh hey, here's the perfect cat pillow, maybe i'll just close my eyes for a bit - wait why is it ten now, it was just seven-thirty wtf). that's probably it.
hey, let's go find more josh!fic to read! maybe i should just go through the whole s2n archive, haha
(i think my rambling just froze the computer for a bit. wow.)
for some reason, this super-fast version of chopsticks won't stop playing in my head.
additionally, and this is really weird, i think the headache i had earlier just up and went away. this is the headache i've had basically all day, the headache that, three (or so) hours ago was bad enough to make me nauseated enough that i wasn't sure i could eat without puking (which is another thing - i was hungry then but didn't want to eat, and now i want to eat but i'm not hungry. wtf?), and it's just... gone. never mind the fact that i had half a grande mocha, which - hello, caffeine! - didn't help matters, and i've been staring nearly nonstop at a computer screen for, oh hey! five hours, which really should have just made matters worse, and -
oh, wait. it's not quite gone, just... really really unnoticeable. did i get used to it, or is it just almost dead? really weird.
like i said, totally wide awake. which is weird, because most nights i'm fighting not to go to sleep at this point (and really, eleven at night isn't that late, is it?). maybe it's the 'nap' i took earlier (which is really more like 'playing phantasy star is not that engaging and oh snaps the benadryl is starting to kick in, and oh hey, here's the perfect cat pillow, maybe i'll just close my eyes for a bit - wait why is it ten now, it was just seven-thirty wtf). that's probably it.
hey, let's go find more josh!fic to read! maybe i should just go through the whole s2n archive, haha
(i think my rambling just froze the computer for a bit. wow.)
for some reason, this super-fast version of chopsticks won't stop playing in my head.