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Nov 04, 2006 05:25

Someone said it on another journal. They asked, what happend? And what happened was I turned 23, 24, 25, and 26. And here I am, not knowing how I could be any more content (unless I had an awesome job and a lot more money!). Sitting here, feeling like yes, I finally am this blank slate, tabula rasa, where I've rid myself of everything from the past, those birthdays turning over and over in me until I end up here. Where I can sit and think about the future without feeling terrified and having panic attacks because I don't trust the here and now. I trust it now, I feel it now. I am ready now.

Oh, and pandora.com is great. I'm probably the last person on the planet to use it. All I know is putting in Josh Ritter has gotten me some great songs to chill to. I have a list of 25+ new artists to try.

Not only is the music chilling me out and helping me de-stress from my 22 page midterm lib. management paper (yes, 22 pages) but tonight I had some more of that great Bermudan rum (Gosling), in a wonderful nice drink, and it brought me right back to that wonderful place. Can't wait for next August. just you wait.

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