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I don't know why, but everyday is getting worse and worse. It really shouldn't. I'm getting comforted by the cutest, funny, intelligent, understanding, guy everyday. My parents are off my back. Work is going well. I'm climbing and trying to be active.
But
My insomnia is back... to its fullest.
My eating is all fucked up.
My twin brother won't even take time away from his girlfriend to see me.
I'm missing seeing one of my favorite musicians tonight because I have no one to go with and I spend 45 dollars for will call tickets thinking I had two people who would definitely go with me.
I'm needing substances... I hate this.
I hate this.
Crying everyday.
I hate this.
<3 jess
But
My insomnia is back... to its fullest.
My eating is all fucked up.
My twin brother won't even take time away from his girlfriend to see me.
I'm missing seeing one of my favorite musicians tonight because I have no one to go with and I spend 45 dollars for will call tickets thinking I had two people who would definitely go with me.
I'm needing substances... I hate this.
I hate this.
Crying everyday.
I hate this.
<3 jess