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[xthisisnotemox]

We're leaving vacation early to go home to my brother. We all need to be together. He's breaking down (who isn't?). When something so unexpected happens how can you even compose yourself? It's just so aweful to see how everyone is reacting and to know that I tried. To know that I've been where he was to know that it was almost me on more than one occasion. Services on Sat or Sun and then they're going to spread his ashes in the Gunks because that was his favorite place to climb.
How can anyone recover from this tragedy?

<3 jess