Mar 22, 2005 23:33
i cleaned my car out for the first time today. and for those of you who have commented about how it still smells new every single time you're in it...the next time may bring disappointment. i'm very sorry, and not just for you, for me too, that my car now smells like carpet cleaner. it's fresh, but can never compare to the smell of a new car.
the smell of my house is horrid. i can not wait to rid myself of the townhouse. it's just not me. it's so freakin' dirty and lazy and nobody cares about anything. i try not to, but i'm just so uncomfortable. i'm ready for it to be done. so the next month is going to be me making the most of the situation, to get everything i can out of it; srubs EVERY tuesday, lot's of chillage, lot's of friends, lot's of conversation, cigars by the bounty, tetris, maybe some risk (was there a double meaning there? i think so.), i don't know. i'm just wanting to make some memories here.
i've smelled like chlorine lately. that's because of swimming, i don't know if you could have picked up on that or not. it's nice though. which makes me think of school. it's going well except for math. i hate math. i love writing and writing about philosophy, and swimming and watching movies. they smell good.
laura got me some new cologne. it's a delight. i love it. that smells good. our relationship smells awkward. i thought there was understanding, but i think i underestimated some things. it's a little tough. cause i love her. and i know that she loves me, ya know? but i think it's better for us to be apart right now. that's not saying that i wanna go nuts and not have a girlfriend and be a whore and dance and smell of other girls, but i do want to experience some things. i wanna become robbie pieschke aside from her and i think that she needs to become laura miller. hopefully someday those two can come together and be happy once again. smell:hope.
crumbs always has it's smell. i love working there.
i can't wait to smell the new cd smell. i'm yet to be in motion, but i can feel it! soon! i'm in capable of making calls still too. sorry that i haven't called you lately. i will when i get my phone. if you want me to have your number please put post it. that'd be nice, then i can just come to this one and check out all my comments with numbers in it and just add them (yeah, that was me begging for comments, but i think it's a good idea. it'll be easy).
my room smells like coffee right now thanks to my brah. he got me a sweet candle for my bday. i'm geeked to smell both those foos on the way to the show april 4th. who else is going? let's all drive together.
welp, like big willy style, ima have to smell ya later.
:robbie.
smell:hope.