Dec 25, 2005 20:02
Christmas came, and its gone already. A month of anticipation and a desire within me somehow not fulfilled. Could have something to do with the fact that im not a kid anymore. Every Christmas since about 5 years ago has felt less and less like Christmas....
I've been praying alot lately to not get so wrapped up in commercial Christmas... and to just enjoy the holidays for what theyre meant for... and for the most part, the Lord has been blessing me so much lately and just pouring His love out on me and just showing me that even though i keep turning my back on Him, He's going to keep loving me and thats the only thing i need to make life amazing.... not some material thing under a bright tree. but today i didnt rely on Him and as a result, today was pretty much a bummer day. but its all good...
New Years should be an awesome trip, going to Pittsburgh with Jamie and her parents for a few days... and guess who got tickets to the STEELERS GAME New Years day!??? im really excited about that...
Hope everyone's holidays are amazing and blessed.