Mar 10, 2005 09:35
Jenny~
Here's the thing...you will NOT get off before hearing what I have to say. I have that right since you so falsely accuse me of everything. You can be a coward and keep your number from me, or tell me that if I have a problem with you then to call you and then back down. That's fine, I'd rather not hear your voice if I don't have to. But just so you know...I'M actually willing to say all this shit to your face, YOU just won't give me the chance.
I am sick and tired of being accused of shit that I didn't do. From day one you've hated me for what reason? Because I'm with Vince? So I'm not my own person and you can't judge me for that? You can say it's because he dumped Marybeth for me, but that's a reason for HER to hate me, not you. I will admit I was wrong in that situation, but I already admitted that to HER. Because it has to do with HER, not YOU. So what else do you hate me for? Because I stood up for myself when you were practically stalking me? I have proof of that Jenny and you can't deny it. I don't falsely accuse, I get the facts before I put up my defense. However, unlike you, I put all that in my past when I talked to you that night. You can't seem to do the same.
Every time someone talks shit about you, or something 'new and exciting happens', I'M the one who gets the pointed finger and it's really starting to piss me off. Perfect example...Vince calls you and wakes you up in the middle of the night and automatically it's MY fault. You don't get the facts before you freak out, and that's really lame Jenny. You have no idea what happened on that beach trip. NONE. Because if you knew the truth then you'd know that we didn't waste our time reminiscing on things about you. And THAT'S the truth! Another FALSE accusation. Assume...that's all you do. You ASSUME that we just hate you that much that me must have spent 6 hours at the beach talking shit. Well, guess what Jenny? We honestly didn't. And that's a damn fact because I'm not afraid to say that yeah, I have talked shit about you at other times. However, you can't get on my ass about it because you talk shit about me too.
This is going to stop. If you want to say something about me, fine. But don't make it so public that I hear or see it. And don't you dare EVER say anything about my pregnancy or make reference to my baby EVER AGAIN. That's the lowest thing I've ever heard. You DO NOT say shit about an innocent baby, that's the sickest thing I've ever heard in my life. This is my child and I will do anything in my power to protect her. Don't test me on that.
Here's a little suggestion for you Jenny. Since you and Nyk seem to be so happy together and love each other so damn much, why don't you guys concentrate on YOUR relationship? Stay out of mine, stay out of Megan and Chris'...work on YOURS!! YOUR relationship is what is YOUR business. Leave OUR relationships to US. This is the ONLY thing I ask of you...to just stay out of my business. Like I said...please, continue to express how much you hate me or how much of a slut I am or how tragic my life is. Because God knows that sometimes I can't help but express my feelings about you. But STOP accusing me of shit, STOP talking about my family (aka Vince and Taylor) and STOP putting your nose in my business. I don't sit there and make reference to you and Nyk and your guys' problems so I'd appreciate it if you'd give me that same respect.
I'm not looking for a happy ending Jenny. I just want to live my life with my boyfriend and my baby. I honestly don't think that's too much to ask. I will be honest and say that you have made my life a living hell, and now I'm asking you to just leave it alone since you've accomplished what you started this for. And considering I've had to deal with bullshit out the asshole from you...I don't think that's too much to ask. Thanks for your time.
~Kendra
PS-I wanted to email this to you, but I don't have your email address. This isn't really something I wanted everyone to read so if you could please let me know when/if you've read this so I can delete it, that would be great.