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today was upsetting. well, not upsetting in the sense that i was awating something exciting, but it was repetitive. and thats what pissed me off. in english today, we started to talk about repetition, after reading this poem. its about this lady who does the same thing every single day. it sort of reminded me of myself in a way, yet my weeks are repetitive, not my days. i had these exact thoughts a few weeks ago when i was talking about this with my friend. i practicaly eat the same thing everyday, talk to the same people everyday, go to the same classes everyday, monday through friday and then it starts all over again. we live for the weekends. weekends are just about the only times where we can actualy come close to do whatever we want to do. i dont understand why this bothers me so much, repetition, that is. its never bothered me before, but in high school, i feel like everything is a routine. well enough of that. anyway, about today: i couldnt focus. i swear to God i must have spaced out for liek 20 minutes each class. im so forgetful lately too, like i forget that i have all this crap to do. it sucks. if i dont write something on my hand, chances are i wont remember at all. and about the focus thing, i guess i hav a slight chance of ADD or something, cause i cant really find another explanation for it. and its not like i have alot on my mind either, cus i'll think about random things.. and speaking of random..i had the weirdest dream..but i wont go into that. anyway, ive gotten this whole week mixed up..wow this is messed up. anyway, hopefully tomorow will be better. xavis coming to visit =) im so excited, i love that boy. anyway im guna go do some hw or something..
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