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So I think I'm considered an official insomniac right now. I've got no sleep in the past 5 days and I have the biggest bags and darkest circles under my eyes. I don't know why my medicine isn't working either. All I know is I fucking hate this because I just can't seem to shut my shit for nothing brain off at night.
Anyways, Trav and I had our 9 months and of course I had to ruin it a little bit and have a breakdown but it's just really hard for me because I miss him like crazy and a lot of the times I really do feel like he is the only one who cares about me because he seems to be the only one to call me to tell me he is thinking about me or just to see how I'm doing. I guess little things like that just mean a lot to me. I really do love him and I can't wait to get through this year and be with him this summer and next fall at IU Bloomington. And it'll be great to be able to prove everyone wrong who doubted us in the end. They just don't know what love can do sometimes.
Anyways, I love you him more than anyone knows and more than I can ever express.
Anyways, Trav and I had our 9 months and of course I had to ruin it a little bit and have a breakdown but it's just really hard for me because I miss him like crazy and a lot of the times I really do feel like he is the only one who cares about me because he seems to be the only one to call me to tell me he is thinking about me or just to see how I'm doing. I guess little things like that just mean a lot to me. I really do love him and I can't wait to get through this year and be with him this summer and next fall at IU Bloomington. And it'll be great to be able to prove everyone wrong who doubted us in the end. They just don't know what love can do sometimes.
Anyways, I love you him more than anyone knows and more than I can ever express.