Pressure
First off, I am really glad that I have my old friends back. I missed you guys and I never hated you, spite what you thought. I love you all! :) A lot of things have been happening lately. I have been hanging out with Bri a lot and she is so much fun, and no, you aren't a bad influence on me lol. I have lots of fun with you Lindsay and Danielle. I am starting a new band and its going to be like Postal Service meets Copeland and I for one am very excited. It's gonna be Bri, Stephan, Richie, and I (possibly Joey?). I hope it works out. I learned Emily from First To Last. I love it. So much stuff has been going on lately, relationship wise whether it be friendship or companionship. I try really hard to help everyone out cause I love you all and I hope that you'll be here to help me if I ever go through it. I feel bad becuase I don't always know the answers but I know you guys will all make the right decisions. I was just kind of thrown off because right when someones drama ends another starts. I guess I just want to be in a band were you aren't worried about the others and you just make nice, calm, amazing music. I know, I know, its a lot to ask....but I am going to try. I am trying to live a drama free life and relax a little more. So if I am trying to be optimistic about something, don't shoot me down, just go with the flow.
Enough emotional stuff. Lol. I am having so much fun learning all these new songs. I am getting back into guitar and I am so excited. For a while I lacked a lot of motivation but it is slowly coming back. I am starting to become happier....and so should YOU.