You didn't even know I Kissed you this morning
I realize that I don't deserve you. You have shown me nothing but love and trust and I fucked it all up. Last night you asked me why I lie about stuff, and my answer is a cowardly one, I'm afraid to make you angry. A very weak excuse I admit but I feel so bad and wrong that I'm putting this and my apology for the world to see. I don't deserve you. But after upsetting you like I did, for some reason you still love me. You ask how I know and sure of this? In the middle of the night I was laying awake and you rolled over and kissed me. I don't know if you were a awake or not but you did. What ever you do because of my fuck up is deserved. Just know that I love you.