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why is it that whenever i'm at church i'm the most happiest, inspired, passionate person. and everything makes sense. but then i get home and i throw it out the window. it just doesnt make sense! i feel like i'm the only messed up person out there and that in one way or another everyone else has such better lives then me. i'm totally delusional and i dont know what the hell is going on. why cant i just be who God wants me to be and get along with my life?