Can't sleep

Oct 26, 2005 01:37

I can't sleep, it's 1:38! I tried really hard but it's not working surprisingly.

I'm on pain meds, and I hate it, because I'm soooo out of it.. But if I'm not on it I'm in so much pain.

I miss my baby girl. She went to go get pants and I totally passed out and woke up at 10:30. My girlfriend's the most beautiful girl ever no matter what inside and out she's amzingly perfect. She makes me a better person as a whole. She believes in me and supports me emotionally. I don't know what I'd do without her now that I've had her for almost 20 months. It's really crazy that we've been together that long. Honestly when I first went out with her I never expected it to last this long at all. But I fell, and I fell hard. I love Kandice with all my heart and soul. Kandy's a one of a kind, I'll never find anyone better than her. She IS the best. Not many people can say their signifigant other's totally there for them, but I know that I CAN. I know Kandice is proud of me, not ashamed of us. I envy Kandy for so many things. I rreally don't think people know her like I. Our love's so unique, so presious like her. I cherish every moment spent with her, there was never a moment wasted on her. One thing we can say as a couple is, we're not together for a physical relationship because we're not togheter physically. I bet 99 percent of couples couldn't last without physical contact of some sort. That's what makes kandice and I so special I believe.Amazing.. That's what she is...

I love you Kandice Webster.<3
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