Oct 12, 2005 15:35
Things pretty much jus' suck.. I hate how things are going lately.. My life's like a rollercoaster.
Kandy's going 'er seperate way, it's really hard to sit there and watch it happen and not beable to help it, because you can't. I can't force her to want to be with me, I can't make her love me. Holding on to 'er is like hanging off a cliff with a pinky on your weak arm as someone's hacking at your pinky with a little axe.
Kandy's my angel, she's the only one I'll ever love. No one will ever be as perfect as her. She's ashamed of us, and I know it.. She won't admit it, but I know.
My mom's really sick.. And I'm really worried.. I hate when she's sick..
When it rains.. it pours.
Wish someone would jus' try an make me feel better.