Ok, so...
...I've come to realize in the past months, or maybe just since last night, that the way I care for and treat my friends, isn't recipricated, ever.
Is it my choice in friends? More than likely.
And why is it that you continue to hang around these people, you may ask?
...and I got nothin.
It just seems to me that I treat them with the respect and dignity that I would any other human being, and in return I blown off and lumped in with the rest of the douche bags on this forsaken planet. I feel that I can bring something special into someone's life, if given the chance. But most people, I've noticed, aren't like me, which sucks.
So yeah, I don't know what to do or how to go about it... It's damned frustrating at times. Because after all, I do consider these people my friends, whatever though.
Is it my choice in friends? More than likely.
And why is it that you continue to hang around these people, you may ask?
...and I got nothin.
It just seems to me that I treat them with the respect and dignity that I would any other human being, and in return I blown off and lumped in with the rest of the douche bags on this forsaken planet. I feel that I can bring something special into someone's life, if given the chance. But most people, I've noticed, aren't like me, which sucks.
So yeah, I don't know what to do or how to go about it... It's damned frustrating at times. Because after all, I do consider these people my friends, whatever though.