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I'm not sure why I'm writing. I usually only write when I have something to write about, but right now my mind won't shut up, so I feel like I need to make an entry to get things off my mind. The only problem is I don't know what it is that I need to get off my mind. This night was weird. I kept seeing couples everywhere, and while a part of me longed to be like that, most of me was just okay with it. I didn't feel as lonely as I normally would....it was strange. Maybe it was just the result of the cheesecake....cheesecake fufills me. I don't need guys. But honestly, maybe I've finally accepted that it's okay to be alone. I guess that will change when I met a decent guy, but for now, I think I'm okay. For tonight anyway. Things could change tommorrow.