I'd like to introduce myself.

Apr 01, 2005 20:39




Hi...
     My name is Rebecca and I'm a compulsive liar.
     I put my friends through shit for my own benefits and I'd just like to warn you before hand.

I seek attention like nothing you'll ever see. I say things I don't mean and always draw the negative out of a situation that would otherwise be a positive one. And if you're just an average passer-by, you wouldn't even notice that I'm seeking attention, or for that matter, lying straight to your face.

I'm self-centered as all hell. I don't notice that my relationships are going down the drain until it's too late.

I've decided to change though.

And I wanted to apologize to everyone for everything I've ever put you through.

Sidra. You're a walking story of my life. I've done nothing but hurt you and treat you like shit for nine years. Thank you for telling me...everything you told me, bringing everything to my attention. My ignorance is outrageous. I know nothing I could ever say or do will ever make us friends again. Your mind seems made up and I completely understand..but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't going to miss you like mad. You're irreplaceable. Period. And I wish you nothing but the best. You deserve the world and people that treat you like gold. Again, for what it's worth, I'm sorry.

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