and now, he's her problem.

[xtheshame]

Last sunday I broke up with Daniel. This evening he called and we talked, trying to be peacefull about the break up. We were good until the end of tha conversation when he talls me he met someone today. I know he just did to to rub it in my face but fuck it. If he cared at all about me he would have known it would have hurt me and he wouldn't have said anything. BUT HE DID, further supporting my thesis of him not caring. I can honestly say I hope the best for him, but out of bitterness I can say I hope he gets fucked over. He will NEVER have someone as caring and as good as me so fuck him if he didn't want that. Fuck him period. One day I'll find someone who deserves my sacrifice. One day I will find someone who is equal to me, not someone who I have to lower my standards for. if this relationship tought me anything, it tought me that I deserve more. it tought me that some people just stay in one place the rest of their lives, and people like me move forword in success. Now I just need to find someone who can move beside me, not someone who i have to drag. And if I don't, thats fine; at least I won't be settling.

I still love him, but fuck the hurt, fuck the pain, fuck the tears, he's her problem now.