breathless...
yesterday was the funnest day ever!!! Ben is home now and we chilled it was so awesome half of the time i didnt think that it was real because i have been waiting for that day forever since june
it all started when i got home yesterday from maine i was so excited that i couldnt sit still and i was so nervous i thought that it would have been weird to see him but it wasnt at all but anyways when i got home i went straight online and he was away so i told him to call me when he got home...then he called me!! i was so nervous i really didnt know what to say for once i was speechless because i was accualy talking to him! that was the best feeling he asked me if i could get a ride to the mall so and i could
we meet at the mall but after i had to walk around the whole damn thing finding the food court lol i finally did and ben and his friend corey were following me for a while i didnt even know it! i turned around and there he was!! it was awesome i was so nervous but then we started talking and such and it was okay
we all walked around the mall shopping but ben or i didnt buy anything and i need school clothes! i had 50 bucks but i didnt spend it lol we walked around for like ever lol but i didnt mind it and then we left
ben wanted to show me his car its really nice then we drove around and went to this lake thing near where he lives 2 towns over we hung out there for a while walked around we then left and drove to get some part for bens car because the muffler wont past inspection sat in the parking lot for a while and just talking and holding eachother thats what felt like a dream i have been waiting all summer for this and now its finally here i cant get it into my head at one point i told ben to slap me lol to see if i was dreaming but he didnt because he doesnt want to hurt me but still it felt like a dream...
then we dropped bens friend off at home and went to see where he lives..a very nice place we walked around the neighborhood and sat on a hill and just talked and laughed and smiled the whole time
then it was time that i had to go home so when we got to my house my mom talked to him for a while because she wanted to meet him and such she thinks that hes a really nice guy then it came time to say good bye..the part which i hate doing it only took almost 15 mins lol
today i am seeing him again but im going shopping and such but hes got to fix up his car so he can come see me
it all started when i got home yesterday from maine i was so excited that i couldnt sit still and i was so nervous i thought that it would have been weird to see him but it wasnt at all but anyways when i got home i went straight online and he was away so i told him to call me when he got home...then he called me!! i was so nervous i really didnt know what to say for once i was speechless because i was accualy talking to him! that was the best feeling he asked me if i could get a ride to the mall so and i could
we meet at the mall but after i had to walk around the whole damn thing finding the food court lol i finally did and ben and his friend corey were following me for a while i didnt even know it! i turned around and there he was!! it was awesome i was so nervous but then we started talking and such and it was okay
we all walked around the mall shopping but ben or i didnt buy anything and i need school clothes! i had 50 bucks but i didnt spend it lol we walked around for like ever lol but i didnt mind it and then we left
ben wanted to show me his car its really nice then we drove around and went to this lake thing near where he lives 2 towns over we hung out there for a while walked around we then left and drove to get some part for bens car because the muffler wont past inspection sat in the parking lot for a while and just talking and holding eachother thats what felt like a dream i have been waiting all summer for this and now its finally here i cant get it into my head at one point i told ben to slap me lol to see if i was dreaming but he didnt because he doesnt want to hurt me but still it felt like a dream...
then we dropped bens friend off at home and went to see where he lives..a very nice place we walked around the neighborhood and sat on a hill and just talked and laughed and smiled the whole time
then it was time that i had to go home so when we got to my house my mom talked to him for a while because she wanted to meet him and such she thinks that hes a really nice guy then it came time to say good bye..the part which i hate doing it only took almost 15 mins lol
today i am seeing him again but im going shopping and such but hes got to fix up his car so he can come see me