upset

[xthesexybiatchx]

today started out a good day at school but then when i got home shit happened i took a few hour nap and then joe called wanting to know if i wanna go to the mall with him to get some stuff i went to go ask my mom and told her that joe might be going to police acc. and that hes going to find out info about it today her respounce was im lossing repsect for him i have none left because he keeps talking about things and never doing them that went on for only a min then shes like i never want to see him in this house again or see him again she said if she saw him she would tell him off this made me very upset and still now it feels like a fucking knife has been stabed into my heart i cant even breath when i think about it i dont know what i should do i called up joe crying and hes like whats wrong and i told him i do want joe to do something with his life soon and yeah i do get frustrated about it alot we just had another argument accualy last night and a few days ago i cant deal with this shit any more i just cant beleive that my mom said those words im so stressed and ready to give up so now i can never talk about joe infront of my parents or have them see him
i dont know what i should do because u cant choose who u fall in love with :(