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My life is like a thread with so many knots in it. All I want is to straighten it out. All I want is to see it untangled.
My biggest fear is that I'll never have the strength to do it. My biggest fear is that my fear of pain will lead me, time and time again, to give up.
I'm not strong. I am weak and fearful. I will be 29 this year, 30 next year, 31 the next...I will never get there.
I inhale and hold my breath.
My biggest fear is that I'll never have the strength to do it. My biggest fear is that my fear of pain will lead me, time and time again, to give up.
I'm not strong. I am weak and fearful. I will be 29 this year, 30 next year, 31 the next...I will never get there.
I inhale and hold my breath.