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this has been a boring summer...last nite i came to the conclusion that if i had money this summer might not be so boring..bc then i could do so much more stuff..so yea..
the diner no longer stays open 24 hours..they arent doin that much business at night..so we now close at 9..which means i get off earlier than i used to which is good..but then again..i still need to find a new job..but my therapist called and left me a message to call her back so i need to do that for an apointment and i'll talk to her about working or sumthing..and the of course all my problems..ive been so stressed out..i really need to figure out some things..work has been ass, im worried about school, me and my mom fight ALL the time, all my friends have somthin goin on and so when they need me i kinda have to pull my self together so i can be there for them..and now i have pirahna and he requires a lot of time and care..so im just feeling like overwhelmed..
not to mention ive felt like shit for the past few days..i had to get 2 crowns tuesday and they cut my mouth all up and its still not better at all and it hurts so much..and then at night when i go to sleep i lay there rolling around bc i cant sleep..i dont really get to sleep until 3 or later..and 3 would be ok bc usually its later..so now im like tired all the time bc my stupid insomnia is back..and it went away for so long..and none of the insomnia medicine works..so i just have to wait and hope it goes away..and now im starving again..but i have no money..so i get to be hungry...
the diner no longer stays open 24 hours..they arent doin that much business at night..so we now close at 9..which means i get off earlier than i used to which is good..but then again..i still need to find a new job..but my therapist called and left me a message to call her back so i need to do that for an apointment and i'll talk to her about working or sumthing..and the of course all my problems..ive been so stressed out..i really need to figure out some things..work has been ass, im worried about school, me and my mom fight ALL the time, all my friends have somthin goin on and so when they need me i kinda have to pull my self together so i can be there for them..and now i have pirahna and he requires a lot of time and care..so im just feeling like overwhelmed..
not to mention ive felt like shit for the past few days..i had to get 2 crowns tuesday and they cut my mouth all up and its still not better at all and it hurts so much..and then at night when i go to sleep i lay there rolling around bc i cant sleep..i dont really get to sleep until 3 or later..and 3 would be ok bc usually its later..so now im like tired all the time bc my stupid insomnia is back..and it went away for so long..and none of the insomnia medicine works..so i just have to wait and hope it goes away..and now im starving again..but i have no money..so i get to be hungry...