shitty day
ugh today has been horrible..everyone is acting so different and it seems like im one of the few to notice...
things are starting to look down again..like we all hit the point where shit was awesome..i knew it couldnt last long..it always has it ups and downs..and they happen often..and another down is here...and its getting lower
buddy got grounded...that sucks..she cant hang out with me 2moro nite and im sad..o well..i guess ill get over it..but 2moro at school will be the last time i actually see her or talk to her for like 11 days...
now im getting bitched at like everyday by everyone..like just now as im typing this..my mom is bitching..
people are starting to act really fucked up towards me..makes me feel great...im always there for everyone when they need me..and when i need someone everyone decides to just act like they dont even hear what im saying..sometimes i feel like people really dont take me seriously..i really didnt think i was that much of a goof off..everyone knows im pretty serious about things..and i kno people will read this and feel like im directly talking to them and then just be like WTF im glad ur bitching about me..and no one will even understand where im coming from..its not just one or two people..im referring to everyone in general..everyone is just being weird and different this week..
i wish i could explain this and make everyone understand..but no one will ever understand..im convinced of that..
well its 1230 and ive got a lot of shit to do
things are starting to look down again..like we all hit the point where shit was awesome..i knew it couldnt last long..it always has it ups and downs..and they happen often..and another down is here...and its getting lower
buddy got grounded...that sucks..she cant hang out with me 2moro nite and im sad..o well..i guess ill get over it..but 2moro at school will be the last time i actually see her or talk to her for like 11 days...
now im getting bitched at like everyday by everyone..like just now as im typing this..my mom is bitching..
people are starting to act really fucked up towards me..makes me feel great...im always there for everyone when they need me..and when i need someone everyone decides to just act like they dont even hear what im saying..sometimes i feel like people really dont take me seriously..i really didnt think i was that much of a goof off..everyone knows im pretty serious about things..and i kno people will read this and feel like im directly talking to them and then just be like WTF im glad ur bitching about me..and no one will even understand where im coming from..its not just one or two people..im referring to everyone in general..everyone is just being weird and different this week..
i wish i could explain this and make everyone understand..but no one will ever understand..im convinced of that..
well its 1230 and ive got a lot of shit to do