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What can one update about when their life is so moderate? I could find something to complain about.. maybe about how I never do anything.. but I do stuff about every day just at various times and even when I'm not doing anything it's better than doing something I don't want to do..
I could complain about being depressed but really though everyone's depressed does anybody want to hear it? Also the things I am depressed about would totally piss people off to hear about it.. my problems are fairly petty and easily fixed. Even the things that are unfixable in my life that make me feel uneasy are overcomed by something that makes me happy in a short time.
I could talk of how much I dread returning to school.. how little people I know and how my social anxiety will overwhelm me and how I can't make any friends because I'm weird.. but really that's not true. I'm not weird nobody is weird.. people just have different personalities sometimes they clash, get used to it.. Everyone is compatible with a lot of various people its just the effort that get me and other people down. I don't really have social anxiety, well not much more than the average teenager.. I just get a little intimidated sometimes. A few goals for this year : Get my algebra 1 credit.. Not fail any classes.. and enhance the possible friendships that I created last year.
I could whine about this miserable writers block I've been experiencing, but it happens to the best and worst of us.
I could also talk about things that make me happy! Like getting things in the mail that I've ordered and waited so long for.. Eating corn dogs.. boyfriend and friends. going to the mall sleeping. but they become so very repetitive after atleast a few updates of speaking of it.
Or I could be so vague in my entries (as I usually am) that people's care level is negative something.
I hope you all had a moderate summer, have a moderate day, and try to keep your life moderate.. as I am doing and doing .. and very well at that.
I could complain about being depressed but really though everyone's depressed does anybody want to hear it? Also the things I am depressed about would totally piss people off to hear about it.. my problems are fairly petty and easily fixed. Even the things that are unfixable in my life that make me feel uneasy are overcomed by something that makes me happy in a short time.
I could talk of how much I dread returning to school.. how little people I know and how my social anxiety will overwhelm me and how I can't make any friends because I'm weird.. but really that's not true. I'm not weird nobody is weird.. people just have different personalities sometimes they clash, get used to it.. Everyone is compatible with a lot of various people its just the effort that get me and other people down. I don't really have social anxiety, well not much more than the average teenager.. I just get a little intimidated sometimes. A few goals for this year : Get my algebra 1 credit.. Not fail any classes.. and enhance the possible friendships that I created last year.
I could whine about this miserable writers block I've been experiencing, but it happens to the best and worst of us.
I could also talk about things that make me happy! Like getting things in the mail that I've ordered and waited so long for.. Eating corn dogs.. boyfriend and friends. going to the mall sleeping. but they become so very repetitive after atleast a few updates of speaking of it.
Or I could be so vague in my entries (as I usually am) that people's care level is negative something.
I hope you all had a moderate summer, have a moderate day, and try to keep your life moderate.. as I am doing and doing .. and very well at that.